A Life beyond Legend.

Elvis on TV Guide Cover

Intriguing day.  Just an intriguing day.  Cloudy and a little dull/dark in Miami terms, and we kind of just bummed around but, today was a day designed to look within. (huge sigh!!)...here we go again right?!

Thinking about different ways to remix ourself.  Been talking about reinvention for some time, so today just been taking an inner tube examination on what can we do differently to maximize our lifestyle.  Our life is so loco at the moment...sometimes I can feel like we're being "hated" on.  I wasn't even gonna talk about this, but we have to. U know when u feel it in the air when u're around certain folks or its tough to explain, but u know it when it happens.  People give u that lookaway glance, just sillyness really.  Maybe it's just us, but...we tell some crazy stories and some very personal stuff.  Sometimes we think all of this revealing of ourselves, may alienate us even more.  The thing about our life, is that we haven't even hit on all of the crazy episodes or happenstances.

Should today be our last diary entry?

I mean we are positive and all that, we know, but where is all of this really heading?  What if at the end of the rainbow there's just an empty bag of Skittles and no pot of gold?  This is what we've been wrestling with as of late...

Still it seems the rallying cry (Man, Rafy Nadal lost again to this dude today.)  is still "wait...wait....wait...wait...".  That's within our personality, yet totally opposite of who we are.  We've describe our id in so many different ways from being a sportscar "purring" to go to just crazy stuff.  Feel like a rubber band being stretched back and finally anticipating this release.  Just been thinking if we've been pointed in the right direction.  Been a long journey y'all.  Lots of Alex Trebek'ing going on of our goals, relationships and everything.  (actually he gives answers instead of questions but  u know what we mean.)  Kinda reached a little...end of the road.

So what does one do when u've hit this location in ur heart or soul?  Yea, I know we have a cool life, and this and that, but when u know there is another level u can go too, and u're not at ur destination yet, this is what u go through on a mental level.

So once again what do u do?  Do u get afraid of success?  Do u focus on the response of people or lack thereof?  Well...the only thing we can do is crank it up some more.  Like in a close ur eyes, and whatever happens, happens type mindset.  Sometimes u get a little angry like, why won't they just realize such and such...or why do I have to wait in line to get into Club Success, when I see other people cutting the line and slipping $100 bills to the bouncer.  Maybe we don't need to go into a club like that...perhaps we should start our own!

Still think, this is leading to something that is bigger than us.  Patience is such a difficult thing to possess especially when u're staring at it what u want directly in the window.  It calls at u like constantly like, "take me now", but u now that the timing still isn't right to buy.  U can do it, but if u just wait, u might can get it on sale.  It's a risk, but...so we are calling out ourself right now.  Have to block out a lot of stuff, and things and just focus on getting right for this run.  Have to go as hard as we can, and just be positive that things are gonna go our way.  This time it's personal.

It's the times like these that see what u ur made of Austino...I really believe that we are driven in an awkward way.  Think God knows that.  We are starting to know that.  Its almost like an old Laurel and Hardy flick when u already know what's gonna happen.  But u still watch it anyway.  So, as we go into the next stage of our life, below is a sneak peak of what's in store for our diary.

We write our diary as we feel in the moment.  We're emotional at times, but I know others feel the same way about their life.  Wondering if its all worth it, or why things don't change at the velocity as u feel they should.  Life is so crazy, bro.  Guess this is as good as it gets, in terms of following someone's life to a dream.  We wanted our diary to be as real as it gets.  Perhaps these are just added scenes to our life movie thriller.  It could end right now, but then it wouldn't be a classic would it.  One of my nicknames is "O"...perhaps all that nickname really stands for is...Oscar.

A. Galaxia.