Tuesday, August 14, 2012

The Golden Process.

Team USA's Gold Medal Team

I gotta get that fixed...those new links on the side of our diary that is...

We back.

One more time we have the pleasure to capture a few moments from a life that has turned into one like no other.  Hands down...so now the next chapter unfolds.

Don't really know where to begin...we've seen so much from family to friends to planes to tears to true love...our Galaxia feels so...different.

We feel like everything that we've experienced in the past has prepared us to a Tiger Woods tee for what's in store ahead.  From the get, we've been saying 2 "embrace the struggle" (Boy, we wrote that a lot last year!), and how taking risks, no matter what the consequence can make u stronger if u let the weeds in the grass mold ewe.

Right now, we debating how this diary is gonna be or how should we write this.  Our life has taken off in so many unforeseen ways that if I tell it like it really is, it can absolutely turn into some kind of egotistical trip about "me, me, me".  But what if telling the truth is just that...I mean a diary is supposed to be about what is going on in our life so I guess we have a responsibility to bring whoever reads this into our special Galaxia and feel and see how our lifestyle has transformed.  It's gotten wild.

One special thing about keeping a diary (I hope guys and girls u are doing that), is that u see changes as the develop in the person and the lifestyle being discussed.  In ours, u've seen so much, from our outlook on life, from all the girls that's been in and out of our life, to just about everything's that associated with us.

A goal of ours was to just blow this thang up.  Either wanting this to be really famous or just stop writing.  There's no doubt  that there isn't anything like this...anywhere.  That can crush ur spirit a little bit, it's like, this is some good stuff.  From the querkey way we write to the hidden music videos to the stories of Money, Fame and Sex, it's something special.  And we talk to our Publishing House in the Sky, like "Is writing and taking 2 hours sometimes out our night to expose ourself, even worth it?"  People would rather watch some junk on TV instead of hearing about something that actually HAPPENED in somebody's life.  Weird.

My Mom was telling me that some people want to live in that 'fantasy life'.  Well, how about reading about some who lives in a fantasy life himself, and wants to pull others into it as well. There's a difference.

We are a guy that's still all about fun.  Our vision of life has been altered some.  Tough to describe.  It's almost like a butterfly  that's been trapped inside of a Mason jar for years.  You look at it, may even think that it's super beautiful, but there's a problem...there's a top sealed on top.  And day after day, u look at this butterfly trying to get out to simply...fly.  This harmless being who onced had the world to fly freely has been forced to endure a lifestyle under some harsh conditions, while watching others fly freely, and mate and eat whatever they want where this butterfly just dreams of the day he can enjoy the small things of life, like having the ability to simply spread his wings.

Sometimes that's how we've felt.  Like...and I know I'm not the only one who has dreams and I know somebody totally feels us on what we're saying...but our life has been so ultra-weird.  Recently, we've met so many awesome couples, and boyfriend/girlfriends, and for a sucka for love as we are,  that's all cool.  But the other side of it has been like, "Lord, why have we, of all people, had to go through so much 'stuff' just to have fun." (Written with a smile.)  U be like, these folks haven't had to go through a tithe of all we've experienced, what did we do wrong?  Is asking folks to have fun, or being urself or having a few dollars and looking sexy a sin?  Why?

Now we've had a lot of...great times and moments definitely.  But u can sometimes feel like, not only concerning love, but other aspects of life, that...Had anyone else really, I mean really tried everything they knew how, and no matter what they did, it never worked?  It's like scoring 50 points game after game and still losing.  U be like, "What else can I do?"

But as u are going through the process...that's exactly what u've been unbeknowingst (That's a super sexy made up word!) going through...a process.

All of us can and will at sometime or another be humbled.  These last few years have really taught us some lessons...and most importantly it's taught us how to appreciate things and people and dolls more.  Not talking about Cabbage Patch either...although if a gal can pull of that dance, I might just ask her 2 marry me right there on the strobe light dance floor!

Learned so much...it's amazing how many people ask if we are still writing.  Huh.  That's a lesson learned right there.  I really believe in our heart that we are one of those people where...how can I say this in a cool way...It's like dating a guy who always has a bath ready for you with roses every single day for a month, and u never really say 'Thank You'...And then one day the roses and warm water with Philosophy soap (I gotta get that Ego Nog flavor, it's a slammin'!).... isn't waiting for you then u think something is wrong.  In life, we sometimes can take consistency and excellency for granted.  Simply put, we don't miss our water until it's gone...It's like turning on a Yankees game to see Jeter come to bat, and u go to use tha bathroom like "I'll catch him when he comes up to bat later in the baseball game."  But seeing Jeter coming to at-bat is getting fewer, so u need to cherish that moment, cuz believe u me, in a few years u gonna wish u could see DJ come up...one more 'gin.

Does that make sense?  I know that our life is wacky and so Hollywoodish.  It absolutely is.  It's unique.  Those aren't just words but a reality, and we can say that with a straight face.  The question of the moment now is how can we help others?  If we have a hook-up to a concert or a ball game or a sexy fashion event, do we just go by ourself, or try to make somebody else's day...for free.

I don't believe for a Lil Wayne milli-second that God has allowed me to enjoy all these fruits to just throw in a basket and not share our experiences or fun times on the town.  And we will.

The funny thing about everything, is even after all we've written...we still haven't gotten loose yet.

That's hilarious!

We are now though!

So get ready.  As we wrote before, this is truly, without a doubt gonna be our last and final sexy push with our diary.  As our life develops and changes, u'll catch our feelings right here.  In terms of having fun, hot hang out spots, u'll see us write about them in ways like never before.  We have nothing to lose, and I want to make this diary something special for not only others but ourself as well.   Like a scrapbook...so it's going to be even a realer diary.

With the foundation of just having fun and living life.

Where this goes...we have no clue.  But we do know this.

It's going to unique and something none of us ever have experienced before.

We're more than ready to get loose...

Now is the rest of the world?

(Huge Smile)

Now we all are gonna see what a butterfly looks like after being jarred for some time....

Just have a feeling that it's more beautiful than ever....

And that was the goal all along.

Or should I say...Gold all along.

Peace.
Austino Galaxia.


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