When Aliens Meet.

A Kid.
If I Were 2 Describe Myself in Two Words Those Dos Would Get Top Bid.
Hopefully Somebody Would Do Tha Same To Describe Us...For Those Are Tha First To Drop Out of Tha Jar Of Success...Outta a Falling Lid.
Yep...That Describes This Goofy Indiana Boy To A Tee...I Feel it in My Soul...In My Tummy...All Over My Body's Section...Or at Least Tha Mid.

This Morning As I Was Doing My Thang...I Wondered...Have I Taken This Thang Too Far?
I Was Thinking about a "Certain Somebody", When Am I Not?!...Who's Been on My Mind...Like a Hungry 7th Grader Craving a Snickers Bar.
It was just like...We Have This Kiddish View on Life, Luv, Crushes, and Money, that is Innocent and New...Like A View from Tha Google Car.
Yeah, I Want To Be Tha Best, and Have Tha Finer Thangs in Life...But If U Were To Ask Me Who Am I At Heart...I'm Just a Simple Kid Who Wants To Be Fun's Shining Star.

Probably Tha Toughest Thang For Me is Finding People Who Enjoy Life As Much as Me, and Who Aren't Always Sweating Tha Mess.
Like...It's Been Hard Finding Peeps Who Just Want To Live and Don't Care About Tha Bull...Almost Been a Lifelong Journey I Must Confess.
Maybe I've Taking Tha Fun OUT Of Life...Perhaps it's Too Enticing to See Who's Wearing What at a Party, Or Gossiping About Who Just Broke Up....It's....It's Just...
That I'm One of Tha Movers and Shakers Here in This World, and I'm not One To Stand on Tha Sideline...So It's Rare To find Somebody Else Who's Like You...a Fun-Sucking Mosquito Pest.

You Know Tha Kind...Oh, I'm About To Get Loose!  A Fun-Sucking Mosquito Pest...That's a Perfect Analogy, Cuz Once That Little Sucker Sees Somethang Juicy, He Can't Help But 2 Be Attracted.
Then Don't Let That Small Beast Get a Little Taste of Tha 'Good Good', He'll Keep Coming and Coming Until You Give Him That All Too Familiar "Whack!!"
Sometimes Tha Best Thang To Do is Just Ignore That Mosquito, but Tha More U Ignore Him, Tha More He Wants a Bite, Ur Tha Trip To Tha Candy Shop...That He's Lacked.
U Can Call Him a "Window Shopper" or a "Wanksta" , or a Wannabe "P.I.M.P."...But He Knows What He Wants...And He's Willing To Wait All Night In Tha Dark, So He Can Get His Worthwhile "Pitty Pat"

This Diary Writes Itself So Forgive Me For What We're About 2 Say.
I Know I Should Be Enjoying Tha Sand Right Now...It's 9:41 in Tha Morning, and It's Quiet Before Tha Hip Hop Crowd Turn South Beach Into BK Neighborhood Of "U Can Have It Your Way."
That's Burger King...Not Brooklyn...Although From Tha Eastern European Dolls and Tha Around Tha Way Beauties Tha Inhabit That 'hood Could Make Any Dame Turn Gay.
We Write as This Diary Leads...And I Got Somethang on My Mind...Real Talk...Enjoy What Ur About 2 Read...Cuz Think About It...One Day When I'm Famous, To Hear From Me...Ur Gonna Have 2 Pay.

I'm a Kid...Ooops!  I Forgot I just said That Earlier...But as a Youngster So To Speak, I Can Get Kiddy When I See Somethang or Somebody That I Like.
Like Coppin' Some J's or Going to Barney and seeing Some Air Max's...U Like..."Oh Snap!  Dannng!!  They Got them New Joints For Tha Low Low...I Didn't Even Know They Came in All White!!"
Ok...I just Dropped To My Knees in a Missionary Position to Write This...So U Know I'm Serious!!  Either That Or I'm Getting Tha Camera Angles Right For Some Showroom Fun Later Tonight!
Get It! I Got a Small Camera pointing near my bed...Missionary Position...(Cough, Cough!)...U Think I'm Joking I'm Looking at Tha Camera Now..."Cheese!!!"...(Phooomph!)....Alright.

I Come from a Family of Modern Humbleness But We Like To Endulge...
Can Recall My Pops Coming Home With New Snacks from Tha Hostess Store...Never Knew a Kid Could Be So Giddy Over Brown Round Cakes with Frosting In Tha Middle, That Tastes Like Fudge!
And Don't Let It Be Like Customer Appreciation Day at Little Caesars Pizza...A Medium Pizza For $3??!!  Whahhh?!  Moms Be Camping Out just so our Tummys Can Be filled and become Pudge.
I guess When We Like Somethang We Go Hard...Cuz it's So Rare U Either Come Across a Good Deal For Ur Buck...Or Because That's Just How We Show...Well...Luv.

Let's Keep Going, So U Can Know Who I Really Am and Why I Do What I Do...

As a Kid...My Home Was Always Tha Place Where U Can Find Tha Party...With My Folks Invited Tha Grown Folks For Some Good Times and Some Great Music and Dance.
I Can Recall Many A Times Being Upstairs With My Brotha...Thinking I Gotta Go 2 Tha Bathroom...But To Sneak Downstairs in Cookie Monster Pajamas...Uh-Huh!  Not A Chance.
I Could Just Hear Great Laughter, and That Muted Sound of  Luther Vandross, Frankie Beverly and Maze or if it was late U might Hear, "Play That Funky Music White Boy"...Anythang To Groove To and Prance.
Just Fun and Luv Was in Tha Air...People Gathering Together To Laugh About Life and Old Times...That was Put Into My System as a Youngster...Like Tha Luv of Fries With a Kid Born in France.

And...Now Come On...That Last Line Alone Should Have U Calling Up Every Network in America To Give Me My Own Show!!
Oh, I'm So Crazy...Anyway...But Besides This Party Thang...And I'm Going Somewhere With This...We were Blessed All Tha Year...But Christmas Was Like It's Own Bravo Network Reality Show.
Every Year We...Or "Santa" Would Say that 'We're Not Going Overboard This Year'...But My Fam Realized That This Was Tha Time For Our Luv To Show.
Or Christmas Tree Would be Full of Gifts From Aunts and Uncles, To Fellow Co-Workers and Unborn Kids...It Was All From Tha Heart...And Wasn't For Any Type of Show.

It's About Tha Giving...Not Just on Dec. 25, but Throughout Tha Entire Year...That Could Be Helping Out With Money, Or Touting a Ride To Work, or a Convo on Tha Phone When Life seems Bad.
And What I've Realized Is That Tha More U Give, Tha More "Fun" U Have in Life...Cuz Ur Making a Difference Straight Up...And Not Sitting at Home Moping Cuz U Missed Out on That Michael Kors Bag.
So Tha Luv of Party Time and Giving Has Become Somethang That is Melted in My Soul...Like Me Going To a Dollar General Store...Yet...Still Looking at Tha Price Tag.
It's Like That Combination of Luxury Life, that Money Can't Buy...And Tha Luxury Life Tha Money Can Buy...That I Desire...From Friends, From Life...And From My Future WAG.

As A Kid...I'm Writing This Stanza as a Kid 2014, Not 1992 Ok!!  But As A Kid...I'm Wondering If My Luv of Life and Luxury, Has Taken Thangs Too Far...Or Has Crossed Tha Line.
Sometimes When People Grow Up So To Speak...They Can Become Jaded and Resentful To Other People...Thinking Life Has Done Them Wrong...When They Don't even Treat a Homeless Person So Kind.
I Feel like I'm About 2 Cry, Cuz I'm About 2 Get Ultra Honest in This Diary, but It Is a Diary, So I Have 2 be Real To It, No Matter if tha Consequences are Jumping a Line So Fine.
Somebody Else May be Going Through a Similar Dilemma...This Diary is Like a Love Story Gone Reality Show...So Here's a Really Personal Episode of..."How Galaxia's Star Shines."

Lord, Give Me Strength To Write This...I need it.

I Really Don't Know What To Do?  Like Currently I'm in One of Tha Most Difficult Episodes Regarding a Gurl of My Life...Like Hands Down.
She's Reading This...But I Don't Care....I Really Don't Care...Not About Her, But About If She's Reads This or Not....Cuz at This 10 Hundred Hour on this Saturday, She's One of  Tha Hottest Gurl in Town.
I Keep on Wondering How Come I Feel This Way About This Doll?  She's Tha Opposite in Me, but There's a Feeling I Get Like To Her Tiara I Could Be Her Crown.
Almost Like George And Weezie...Or Like Ross and Rachel...She's My Judge Judy and Judge Joe Brown!

I Wonder If My Luv For Having Fun Has Gone Too Far?  Like Now We Can't Even See Each Other Without Looking Down or Away.
I'm Not Sure if It's Hate or an Fiery Attraction in Tha Air...I Question it like "How Can A Water Run Dry?"...Just Like Boyz 2 Men Back in Tha Day.
Not That Me and This Homegurl Were Super Close, but I Felt Like She Was One Person Who "Got" This Fun Thang...No Matter What People Said About Her...She Didn't Care, Not Worrying About Tha "They".
Whether it was Side Joke While Passing By...Or a Text on Tha Aftermath on Getting My Belly Button Pierced...I Held Her 2 High Standards...She Didn't Know It Back Then...I Separated Her...From..."They".

See...And I'm Gonna Write This Thang Like Never Before....So Stop Reading if U Don't Wanna Read What's Up Front and Tha 411 Going Down in This Galaxy of So Much Upward Flow.
I Look Sooooo Hard at Tha Little Thangs...Especially With a Gurl...In Who I Think I Want To Be in My Galaxy as a Friend...Cuz So Many People Are Fake, and Only Want U When U Have Dough.
I Look At Handshakes, Unique Interests...How She Dresses...A Calm Attitude or Swag...A Carefree Swag...How She Dances...Her Name...All Those Thangs Illustrate if She's God's Gift With a Perfect Bow.
Never Was I Out To Nab This Gurl or Trying To "Knock off Tha Dust" off Her Kitty and Send Her Mind Through Orbit...Personally I just Wanted 2 Get to Know Her, and Wonder Why She Has This...This...

Glow.

By Tha Way, If U Don't know Who I'm Talking About...In My Last Post, She's Tha Second Gurl That I Tried To Knock Over Tha Champagne Life's Door.
It Ain't Easy For Me 2 Write This...But I Gotta Be True 2 Myself and This Diary...And This Episode With Her...No Matter How I Try 2 Ignore It is Becoming Anythang Besides a Bore.
I Don't Get It.  I Have Had Tha Most Beautiful Women Around Me...as a Kid My Mom Walking Around Tha Bedroom Topless To Sexy Mami's Here In Miami...Yet She's Somethang I Want 2 Explore.
Haven't Sold Out...Not Pussywhipped...Or She Hasn't Gotten Inside My Head...It's Just Tough 2 Put Into Words...Like I Want 2 Tell Tha Waiter in tha Sky, "Stop!!"...Tha More I Do...Tha More He Pours.

So Many Chicas and Chicks and Chickenheads and...Nice Ladies...Have Crossed My Path...Sure a Few More Are Going To Before This Weekend Ends.
Some Episodes last a few days...Others a few Weeks or Months...We Part our Ways, I Hold That Traditional Ceremony with Candles Burning when I Erase A # from My Phone...And Another One Begins.
Dude, I'm Gangsta To Tha Tee...Cuz I Realize That Every Episode Makes U Stronger and Closer To What u Really Want, and More Times Than Not Former Flames Have Seen Tha OffSpring From That Forgiven Sin.
I Get Better...I Get More in Shape Physically, Mentally, Spiritually and Sexually, and Use Every "No" as a Motivation 2 Turn Me Into Somethang This World and Galaxy Would Never...I Mean NEVER Ever See Again.

This Little Gurl Here Though...And She Has a Boyfriend Which Makes It Very Interesting From My Point of View.
To Her Credit...She Has done NOTHING, and if He's Reading This...U Have a Good Gurl, Cuz She's Done Nothing To Show A Want To Cheat or Anythang...Just Clearing Tha Air, So U Don't Go 2 Her Asking Questions In Tha Number of Slew.
Matter of Fact She Hasn't Said a Single Word To Me...Since She's Heard of My Admiration of Her...Still I Don't Really Know her...If U Asked Me What Her Favorite Color is, I Wouldn't Have a Clue.
I Can See From Her Prospective Why She's Being So Aloof With Us...Perhaps She Doesn't Want 2 Give Me Any Admonition...Or Perhaps Herself is Trying To Figure Out What To Do.

U Wonder Why Life Has To Be So Complicated?  That's Why it's So Hard For Certain Guys and Definitely Super Hot Gurls To Have Opposite Gender Friends.
I Think, I'm Fairly Easy To Be With...But I Fall Into That Category Where...And I'm Gonna be Completely Honest...You're Gonna Like Me, If U Hang Around Me Enough...Cuz If Ur Cool With Me...I Would Go Head over Heels 2 Make U Happy...Like a Yoga Back Bend.
It's All About Having "Fun" and If Ur a True Friend or Homie...If U Want a McChicken, a Dollar I Would Gladly Lend.
Huh...Interesting...I Wonder If Somebody Could Give Me A Dollar Now?...That Line Right There Has a Hidden Message in It...That's a Heaven Send.

So How Do U Handle When U Meet Somebody Who's Cool Like You...But on Tha Female Side of Tha Lake?
Let Me Pause Here...Somebody HAS to Give Me Some Credit For Even Talking About This Cuz This Ain't Easy For Me To Discuss...It's 100% Pure...With Nothing Being Fake.
You Just Want a Beautiful Gurl To Be Happy...If That's With Her Boyfriend, Then Cool...If She Got Married Tomorrow, I'm Good like The Clipse and Pharrell, and I'll Just Chalk It Up 2 Fate.
But Whenever I Go To Tha Man Upsta...Whenever I Go To God, and Ask Him Should I Just Kick This Episode To Tha Curb Along With Tha Others, There's a Small Voice That Says...'Wait.'

I Don't Know...I've Never Been in Luv...Nor Am I In It Now...I Don't Think...But They Say When U Know...U Just Know...Somethang Speaks Into Ur Soul.
With Me Being Around So Many Sexy Dames...I'm Starting To Believe U Can Luv More Than One Person in This World, and just because U Have a Bf or Gf, Don't Mean Ur Not a Good Fit for Somebody Else As Well...Or There ain't Sumbody Else U Wanna Dig out like Coal.
Maybe That's What...Has Anybody Seen Tha Movie Hancock?  U Remember When Will Smith Met Charlize Theron and Found Out She Was Like Him?  Here's Tha Clip...Or Tha One I've Stole.
That's a Perfect Example Of How This Thang Feels...U Got Ur Life...I Got Mine...But We're Cut From Tha Same Cloth In A Way...Like...

In That Scene Mary Had a Man or Husband, but Hancock Was So Amazed That Their Was Somebody Out There Like Him...Like He Was Amazed He Wasn't Alone.
And How They Looked At Each Other....Into Each Others Eyes...There Was An Attraction, Which is Natural...When U Make Either a Robot or a Fun Clone.
Recently I Think That's Why This Young Lady and Myself Can't Look Each Other In Tha Eyes...I May Be Wrong, but I Think She Knows I Tha One Guy Who Can Make Luv 2 Her Without Sex or a Bone.
And With Me...It's Vice Versa...Which Is Why No Matter if There's People Around or Not...If Both of Us are near Each Other There's an "Air" Surrounding Us That Coulda Filled Up Tha Metrodome.

It's Not a Lust or a "I Wanna Take U From Ur Man"...It's Just more of knowing That This Person is Somebody Who Can Inspire Me in a Way That's Different From Others I've Seen.
Perhaps I Do That For Her, She's Done That For Me For Some Reason...When I need a Push during a Workout, or Get Conceited or Complacent, I Think...I Don't Have A Gurl Like Her...Yet...It's amazing Tha Points of Dream To Reality, and All That's In Between.
That's Why I just Wonder Like...Now That She Sees Who I Am...Are We Ever Gonna Be Cool Again? Or Are We Fighting How We Feel about Each Other With These Invisible Beams.
Knowing Tha More We Fight It, The More We Recognize That It's There...Perhaps That Give and Take is What Makes It More Intriguing...U See What It Did To Those Old Kobe and Shaq Lakers Teams.

I've Completely Embarrassed Myself This Saturday...Talking About This Gurl...Once Again....I just Wish We Can Talk About This Face 2 Face...But If We Do...I Ain't Gonna Lie, I Don't Know What'll Off Jump.
It Could Be Like Tha Scene From Hancock...Or It Could Be Arguing With Each Other on Why My Luv of Fun and Writing is Possibly Putting Her in a Tough Spot and Making Her Relationship Go Down Via Tha Dumps.
Like I've Spoken Before, She's Tha Only Gurl I Haven't Looked at as a Good Bang...I Think She's Attractive But for Some Reason I Look at Her Beyond Her Curves and Romp.
She's Part of My Story...Probably Tha Gurl of This Diary if U've Read How Many Times I've Somehow Mentioned Her...Guess in My Road To Meeting True Love, She's Been My Biggest Bump.

Sorry 4 Being So Honest...I'm Not Supposed 2 Talk Like This..."I'm Austino Galaxia"...But I hate When I know a Cool Doll, and I'm Show How I Feel, and Then It Reaches a Point of Now We Can't Even Look.
It's Tha Bloody Tale of My Life...So Close To What U Want, but Then It Ends All of a Sudden...Like a Stephen King Book.
I Respect Luv and Relationships So Much, that I Can't even Put It Into Words...I never want to be "That Other Guy" Who's Plotting on Who's Girlfriend He Needs 2 Take or Be Took.
Seems Like I Have To Go Through Every Episode and Ingredient Possible For My Luv Cake To Bake How I Want it To...That's Why I'm This Galaxy's Ultimate Cook.

I'm On a Journey Like Nobody Else I've Ever Seen Living or Dead...Which is Why I Want To Live It Much as Possible...And Show That Nobody Had As Much Fun as I Did.
Gurls Come and They Go...But It's Rare To Find Somebody Who U "Think", Can Be On Ur Level As Well...Diamonds U Keep...All Tha Other Fake Jewels U Need To Get Rid.
This is One Diamond Whose Story I Want To Keep Forever...For She Shown Me How 2 Get 2 Tha Next Level...And From Here On Out She's Tha Standard that's to be used in Any Gurl's "Mrs. Galaxia" Bid.
I Want Tha Best...And Now I'm Actually Getting It...Just Wondering If This Gurl is Just Another Episode or Will She Be Tha Luckiest Woman in Tha Galaxy?...I Know What My Answer Will Be...

But Then Again...Always Remember...

U Can't Trust Everythang U Hear...

From A Kid.

Ciao!
Galaxia!